In 1984, Winston has to face rats when he goes to Room 101 because he fears them more than anything. What would be in your Room 101?
I have too much fears that I can't choose only one of them, so I'll write about the most scared of them.
The strongest fear I have is a fear of loneliness (that I will have neither family nor friends) and that thoughts comes to me quite often. Also, I afraid of being alone at night at my flat and I really don't know how I will live along when I finish the university and become an adult. Moreover, to feel myself not lonely I need always to care about someone, no matter who he or she is, but I really need it.
Another my quite strong fear is a phobia of porches. I really have a terrible feeling when I come away from my flat and go down the stares to the door on the street. Usually I don't use lift because to come out of it on the first floor is more frightening than going down by feet. I afraid that the lift doors will open and there will be someone staying by them. But I afraid porches only when I came out of my flat, when I return home it feels alright. I even know the reason of that phobia. When I was a little child I saw at TV news that at one of the houses a person was standing between the door to the street and the last door of the porch's first floor and that man killed several people who came out of their flats and going out to the street. At that news report were a lot of blood at the video-report and the porch at that video seemed me very alike to the porch in my house. So, that's why I always call at inter phone and wait when someone open the porch door for me, despite I always have keys with me. But I want my relatives to know that I'm already at the porch and if I don't come in five minutes they will come out to the porch and start to look for me.
I think, that this two fears are quite enough, but I afraid of a lot of another things from big spiders and strange people to extreme attractions.
I have too much fears that I can't choose only one of them, so I'll write about the most scared of them.
The strongest fear I have is a fear of loneliness (that I will have neither family nor friends) and that thoughts comes to me quite often. Also, I afraid of being alone at night at my flat and I really don't know how I will live along when I finish the university and become an adult. Moreover, to feel myself not lonely I need always to care about someone, no matter who he or she is, but I really need it.
Another my quite strong fear is a phobia of porches. I really have a terrible feeling when I come away from my flat and go down the stares to the door on the street. Usually I don't use lift because to come out of it on the first floor is more frightening than going down by feet. I afraid that the lift doors will open and there will be someone staying by them. But I afraid porches only when I came out of my flat, when I return home it feels alright. I even know the reason of that phobia. When I was a little child I saw at TV news that at one of the houses a person was standing between the door to the street and the last door of the porch's first floor and that man killed several people who came out of their flats and going out to the street. At that news report were a lot of blood at the video-report and the porch at that video seemed me very alike to the porch in my house. So, that's why I always call at inter phone and wait when someone open the porch door for me, despite I always have keys with me. But I want my relatives to know that I'm already at the porch and if I don't come in five minutes they will come out to the porch and start to look for me.
I think, that this two fears are quite enough, but I afraid of a lot of another things from big spiders and strange people to extreme attractions.
That's a terrifying news story!
ОтветитьУдалитьHmm, I'd never thought about somebody standing outside the elevator (lift) door when they opened, but that is a scary prospect! I think that instead of "porch," you might actually mean "hallway," right? A porch is outside of a building -- it's like a raised platform where people might have chairs. I think usually houses (not apartment buildings) have porches. Anyway, I understood your story in any case. It sounds like a good idea to ring the apartment you're visiting!
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