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What are your plans for the spring break? Are you going to stay in Moscow or go somewhere else?
Now I'm really looking forward to that quite a big spring break because I'm so tired of studying that only when I think about it I started to feel myself bad and my mood become worse. 
To say the truth, May holidays will start for me at the end of that week, on 27 of April, as I'm flying to Paris on 28 and because of that I miss two days in the university. But I think that's ok because I miss only two lectures. However, I really afraid that on 29th of April there will be a rewriting of test on the linear algebra and I don't know what I can do in this situation, because I'm sure that my grade for that test will be lower than 4. But I'm trying not to think about that, because all problems it's better to decide only when they already came. 
I'm flying to Paris with my friend and we are going to be there for 10 days. I'm really happy, that we flying there in May, because I think it's the best time to visit Paris. It's the first time for both of us to be in Paris, but I've already been in France for a one time, but we stayed in Cannes. 
I'll return from Paris on 8th of May and then comes one of my favorite holidays: 9 of May, The Victory Day. I don't know why I love that holiday so much, it went from my childhood. Maybe because of spring weather, maybe because all people are coming out of their houses or maybe it's a concert near my house and I can watch a fireworks from my balcony. Also, I love holidays in May because on the trees appears the first leaves. 
But, unfortunately, to have that all I have to study during that week very hard and do four quite a big home assignments.

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In 1984, Winston has to face rats when he goes to Room 101 because he fears them more than anything.  What would be in your Room 101?  
I have too much fears that I can't choose only one of them, so I'll write about the most scared of them. 
The strongest fear I have is a fear of loneliness (that I will have neither family nor friends) and that thoughts comes to me quite often. Also, I afraid of being alone at night at my flat and I really don't know how  I will live along when I finish the university and become an adult. Moreover, to feel myself not lonely I need always to care about someone, no matter who he or she is, but I really need it. 
Another my quite strong fear is a phobia of porches. I really have a terrible feeling when I come away from my flat and go down the stares to the door on the street. Usually I don't use lift because to come out of it on the first floor is more frightening than going down by feet. I afraid that the lift doors will open and there will be someone staying by them. But I afraid porches only when I came out of my flat, when I return home it feels alright. I even know the reason of that phobia. When I was a little child I saw at TV news that at one of the houses a person was standing between the door to the street and the last door of the porch's first floor and that man killed several people who came out of their flats and going out to the street. At that news report were a lot of blood at the video-report and the porch at that video seemed me very alike to the porch in my house. So, that's why I always call at inter phone and wait when someone open the porch door for me, despite I always have keys with me. But I want my relatives to know that I'm already at the porch and if I don't come in five minutes they will come out to the porch and start to look for me. 
I think, that this two fears are quite enough, but I afraid of a lot of another things from big spiders and strange people to extreme attractions.